My Best-Friend

Sometimes I feel so selfish missing my Tony and wanting him near. He was not only my son, whom I could count on for anything and everything but he was also my best-friend. For example, the situation I am in now, he would never had let it come to this. Jehovah gave me Tony to take care of but He knew Tony would take care of me also.
Now there is only an emptiness inside me. I felt a sadness, sort of, when Tony was born thinking while still inside me I could protect him from the harm in this world but when I gave birth I felt I no longer could do this because with each passing day I was going to teach him how to be a little more independent until one day he wouldn't need me anymore. But as for me, I would always need him. Now all I can do is pray that Jehovah has his name written down in his book of life, he;s still alive to Jehovah, and my hope is to someday see that precious smile again in paradise.

My baby boy would've turned 32 today. I remember that night I went into labor. Your father hadn't come home yet and my water just broke. I was determined to have your Dad there with me that I waited. But meanwhile I took a shower even though right after my water broke the contractions had started 5 minutes apart. He finally got home and away we went. We lived in Pinellas Park but the Hospital was in Indian Rocks Beach. We arrived at the hospital but you still made me wait 17 1/2 hours before you were born. What a gorgeous baby you were. Your father was so proud to have his son.
My Tony was everything I prayed to Jehovah for, above and beyond what I asked for.
I pray every night for your name to be written down in Jehovah's book of remembrance. His book of life.
Thank you Jehovah for my reason for living and loving. Thank you for my blessings.

My poor baby Chase. He's in the hospital right now. He's got tubes coming out of him, feeding tube, oxygen, IV. He caught a virus called RSV. Same as his Daddy had when he was a few months old. But LD was older and stronger. Chase is less than 4 weeks old. LD was having trouble breathing and I rushed him to All Children's Hospital but he was discharged within 24 hours. Chase's stay has taken longer. I hope withe that Jehovah watches over him, protects him and he will be home very soon. I love that little boy so much.

Chase Alexander Austin

Chase was born September 20, 2012 He's beautiful and too bad you're not here to share this with.  I went through so much to be able to hold him this past Sunday October 7th. And when I did have that chance to kiss and smell and hold him I didn't want to give him up. There's a promise to see him on Sunday October 14 after his "photo shoot". Seems like forever. I was already missing him when they left here.  He looks alittle like both his parents but we'll see as time goes on who he looks like the most.

Children are a trust from Jehovah

Your baby nephew was born thursday the 20 of September 2012. 7lbs 3 oz and 19 1/2 inches long. He's beautiful and healthy and belongs to Jehovah. I hope LD teaches him to love our creator. I wish you were here to share this with us Tony, you would've made a wonderful uncle.

My Tony

My Helper, My Hero.

I pray your name to be written down in Jehovah's book of remembrance.
(Malachi 3:16 and 17)

My Sacrifice