Friday, January 18, 2008

translations....

To know me is to understand that I speak two languages, portuguese and english. I grew up in the USA but I was born in Brazil to a brazilian family immigrated to the USA but lived in a brazilian community so sometimes it is easier for me to express myself and how I'm feeling in one language more than the other. Just bear with me. If you want a translation, you know where I am.

Aproveite oque é importante....

always appreciate what is important.

Carinhos....



This is me and my Baby lovin' on his momma, his Má like he used to call me. It took me so long to be able to get my sister to send me this but I finally have it. I remember the day we took this. I've been asking for it since he went away. Almost 4 years. I can't believe it's been 4 yrs. I hate to think about the time lost without him. It's like time went on and he's still there in April 13, 2004. I love this boy. The pain is so hard to bear. I always wish I was with him. I never thought it could happen to "us" . I'll never think like that again.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Tristeza não tem fim....



A FELICIDADE
Tristeza não tem fim, felicidade sim.
A felicidade é como a gota de orvalho numa pétala de flor
Brilha tranquila depois de leve oscila e cai como uma lágrima de amor.
A felicidade do pobre parece a grande ilusão do carnaval
A gente trabalha o ano inteiro por um momento de sonho
Pra fazer a fantasia de rei ou de pirata ou jardineira pra tudo se acabar na quarta feira.
Tristeza não tem fim, felicidade sim.
A felicidade é como a pluma que o vento vai levando pelo ar
Voa tão leve Mas tem a vida breve precisa que haja vento sem parar.
A minha felicidade está sonhando nos olhos da minha namorada
É como esta noite passando, passando em busca da madrugada
Falem baixo, por favor prá que ela acorde alegre como o dia
Oferecendo beijos de amor tristeza não tem fim Felicidade sim....

There is no end to sadness, there is to happiness.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

2008 another New Year

I'm missing you so much my baby boy. I love you and think about you constantly in whatever I do. Everything reminds me of you. Another year has come and gone without you, I can't believe I'm still here. You will forever live in my heart.