Sunday, March 28, 2010

ecouraging

I received some encouraging words yesterday. My son according to Jehovah's word, is in Jehovah's memory. My hope is to be united with him one day and to see his beautiful smile, his perfect body, no pain, no tears....perfect conditions because there will be plenty of work to do restoring this earth to a perfect paradise and welcoming back those that died before armageddon.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Liable

My daughter had a dream the other night about Tony. She said it made her miss him so much, wanted to see if Summer could share some photos. This of course meant getting a hold of the person that killed my son and to ask for some photos that she had taken of him. The communication with my daughter and Summer was all via myspace.com. After awhile Summer finally wrote back and said she had been to my blog and read it and that considering my son's passing I "should move on" and that I could even be held liable for what I had written...."move on", right, coming from a mother herself. Except ofcourse when it came to motherhood, for her, she did give up her first two kids. She practically handed them over to her first husband as she was late for the court date that would show she was fighting for custody. Then there was her third child she lost. I never did get a straight story about him being a still birth baby. I am sorry to say but I strongly think it had to do with the drugs she was taking at the time. Then there's the fourth child Tony helped raise from the time the child was almost 1 year until about 4yrs. old. That one she's kept, he's about 9yrs. old now.
Now, what I'm trying to get at is a real mother knows better than to say to another mother who's had such a traumatic loss to "get over it" especially if she lost one herself.
She still insists she had nothing to do with Tony's passing but those of you who have been reading this blog, have to agree there's no other explanation, unless of course you want to go with the other story (her story was and still is, she found him that way) which still confirms she's heartless either way (as Tony used to say) to have allowed Tony to take his own life because if that were so then he could not stand another minute on this earth if it meant to spend it with her, and don't forget in both scenarios she let's him bleed to death for three hours before saying anything to anybody.
There were people outside waiting for him or she could have gone to a neighbor. BTW the neighbor who sold Tony that gun which Tony kept under lock and key ended up killing himself one year later, exact same day as Tony passed away. He himself was an x-cop from New York and the guilt must have eaten him alive. My son David remembers Summer telling him she broke into the safe the gun was in looking for the gun and money the night before.
ALSO, get this....after saying I could be held liable for what I've written here she said she wasn't sure whether she was going to share any photos of Tony because if I were to post them I would alter the photo so she and her son could not be recognizable. So let me get this straight....does she want to be known or doesn't she?
Now, she's threatening ME???? Don't push it Summer. They have the death penalty in THIS state. I also have a certified copy of a filed report for domestic violence your son's father filed against you. The reason you are still loose is because this system isn't perfect. But don't you worry because in the new system you'll have to answer to a higher power (your maker) and I'm VERY fine with that.