Sunday, May 18, 2008
Alot has been happening at the homefront....
Everyday I think of my baby, I go by the house of the new owner of the Expedition twice everyday. No, I'm not stalking the new owners like my kids like to say. It's on the way to and from my job so....I don't know if it's good or bad to do this but I feel bad when I miss a day, they keep it in the garage so sometimes I'm disappointed but when the garage door is open I see it and just go "awww". Is this sick? I really don't care if it is. I feel closer to him when I do see the SUV.
It's been kind of rough these months, more than usual from March to May. My Tony was born on the 4th of March and that day when I lost him was on the 13th of April. Tony's wake was the 15th of May. I lost my father on the 9th of April in 1999. I named my Tony after my Dad. These months I guess are the worst. I miss him terribly every day. Time keeps going and it's like I left him back there in 2004 at 23. Now I have my other son David who will be 23 on July 26 this year. He will be married this coming saturday the 24th of May. Tony would've been Best Man at this wedding. There's no question LD said, the brothers were so close. I love LD but I'm sort of going through the motions. I know it's a special day for him but LD and Courtney have been together for 4 years. They met right after the accident. You can say we pushed them together my mother my daughters and I. We thought she was a good girl from the start. Solange was the one who helped LD pick out the engagement ring.
Solange has been attending the Cordon Bleu Culinary Academy in Orlando. She made "Honor Role" this very first grading period. I'm so proud of her and I know Tony would be too, he'd be beaming. Afterall, he helped me raise her.
It's been kind of rough these months, more than usual from March to May. My Tony was born on the 4th of March and that day when I lost him was on the 13th of April. Tony's wake was the 15th of May. I lost my father on the 9th of April in 1999. I named my Tony after my Dad. These months I guess are the worst. I miss him terribly every day. Time keeps going and it's like I left him back there in 2004 at 23. Now I have my other son David who will be 23 on July 26 this year. He will be married this coming saturday the 24th of May. Tony would've been Best Man at this wedding. There's no question LD said, the brothers were so close. I love LD but I'm sort of going through the motions. I know it's a special day for him but LD and Courtney have been together for 4 years. They met right after the accident. You can say we pushed them together my mother my daughters and I. We thought she was a good girl from the start. Solange was the one who helped LD pick out the engagement ring.
Solange has been attending the Cordon Bleu Culinary Academy in Orlando. She made "Honor Role" this very first grading period. I'm so proud of her and I know Tony would be too, he'd be beaming. Afterall, he helped me raise her.
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