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Eu nunca amei alguem como eu te amei.

My answered Prayer

I think it may be hard for some to understand but my son actually saved my life. He was the single best thing that ever happened to me. The first time I experienced true love or any love for that matter same goes for affection and true happiness was when I found out he was growing inside of me. He was my dream come true. He was my answered prayer. I prayed to God for everything he was/is. I also found out recently he is alive to Jehovah. So everyday I beg Jehovah to have his name written down in Jehovah's book of life. It's what get's me through. Knowing that Jehovah's mercy and His undeserved kindness may actually permit me to survive this system of things and be able to see my son, my answered prayer and be there with all my babies in paradise.

My Best-Friend

Sometimes I feel so selfish missing my Tony and wanting him near. He was not only my son, whom I could count on for anything and everything but he was also my best-friend. For example, the situation I am in now, he would never had let it come to this. Jehovah gave me Tony to take care of but He knew Tony would take care of me also.
Now there is only an emptiness inside me. I felt a sadness, sort of, when Tony was born thinking while still inside me I could protect him from the harm in this world but when I gave birth I felt I no longer could do this because with each passing day I was going to teach him how to be a little more independent until one day he wouldn't need me anymore. But as for me, I would always need him. Now all I can do is pray that Jehovah has his name written down in his book of life, he;s still alive to Jehovah, and my hope is to someday see that precious smile again in paradise.