I still feel I have 4 children. Some people have actually argued with me saying I only have three knowing my situation. Bully's. I do everything in 4's. I feel if I don't I'd be leaving one out. Tony is still a part of my life. Why do people do this?
I'm so sad all the time. I don't show it because I don't want to reveal this to my "other" children. I get silly. I laugh with my children but deep down I'm so sad. Tony's missing everything. Everything he'd be so proud of his brother and sister's for. Tony's life insurance money helped buy LD's house but he'd still be proud of him, he always was. He works hard. Schivone has been there for me, my comic relief, she's growing up. good job and independent. Solange is in school, the school of "le cordon bleu" and it's for something Tony was always bragging about her for, her baking. The first year she accomplished so much. She learned alot, even part of the honor's society, working full time for Disney and going to school M-F. Goes right to school from work.
Solange is in limbo right now trying to get a co-signer for 2nd semester. In the next 24 hours we find out if she can continue school or not. My Dad who is gone would be very proud of her too. He always pushed school, school and more school. My Dad did make money available for his grandchildren before he passed away but my sister is sitting on it. For the past 10 years now she's been sitting on it.
That's another story. Money changes people.
As of Nov. 2008 Solange was able to continue with school. She will be graduating with honors, I'm so proud of my baby girl.
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